Having a really depressive day. I almost didn’t make myself blog because I just want to fall down. I just want everyone to go away and cover my ears while I crouch in a corner. But I promised myself that if I gave up meds I have to blog at least 5 days per week. Today I don’t feel like being positive.
So I opted to sacrifice the income and pay my daughter to finish today’s books. I’m so glad I spent a year training her for days such as these. I also purchased a small bag of weed. I love Jesus and I do not feel I am sinning. It is created by God and it is medicinal. I am trying to ween off axeiety meds to utilize alternate medication that has no side effects and bonus….. I sleep so much better.
Anyway, I went to my motivational videos and I got inspired to share a bit of encouragement to others who need it too.
SEEING THE BEAUTY
This just feels like a natural water slide. I see the water at the end weaving to the right andjust slides down a gentle grade drop to the bottom of the mountain. The floor of the slide is smooth from wear and I just glide dow to the bottom where there lies a heated mineral spring pool. Ahhhhh
WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT (well more like pondering)